20.2.10

There's some things in life I know will never change. The fact that if I want to see you, I have to wrestle the commitment from your lips. The fact that if you even tried to take an active role in my life again, I will know better, and I will know that you will be gone again before I wake up. I can finally say I'm better than this.

I don't do well in wait and see situations. I need to know what's going on. It actually just makes me over think, in possibilities and let downs. Fuck you bro.

I have also come to the conclusion I'm a lucky boy. I'm just not lucky enough.

On a side note, I loveee tigers. I don't know much about them, but fuck they are class.