14.2.10

I remember I said to you, "The most important things, are the things that are hardest to say, This is why I mumble the important things" You smiled at me.

I want it to be summer.
I want to go to Wexford.
I want to walk around at night.
I want to look up at the vast night sky.
I want to sit around a bonfire.
I want to retell old stories.
I want to smile at the non funny bits in said stories.
I want to laugh loud at the funny bits.

I want to Re-live 6th year.
I want to ramble into school at 10.20 for the classes I liked.
I want to have the chance to come up with the most retarded excuses ever.
I want to sleep with my head on a desk.
I want to push Emmet away from the front of his locker,while someone pulls everything out of it.
I want to avoid doing P.e because I suck at football.
I want to sit around the table in Jo'jos with the lads.
I want to hear loud bangs and people shouting.
I want to see two 1st years run into each other, swing arms randomly and call it a fight.
I want to watch that lad hit your man in the face with his hurl, because he touched his bird's ass.
I want to walk out of class, to the smell of a stink bomb and go, "what's new?"
I want to get an inspirational speech, that comes from someone forgetting their book.
I want to hear Johnner talk about the plough in the stars.
I want to hear a girl get 35pts in the leaving and be happy.
I want to hear a girl asking in 6th year geography if the worlds really round.
I want to just do it again. The exam at the end would even be worth it.

I want to hear you to sing again.

I want to have to stay up to talk to you.
I want to have to lose my mind when we fall out.
I want to smile when you open the conversation with a heart.
I want to find out how you're day went, every day.
I want to be who you are. I might sometimes not agree with it. But I do love it.
I want to be reminding how you walked into my life.
I want to wait until the day everything fits into place.
I want that day to come fast though.

I want to hang around in the green again.
I want to walk to spar about 6 times a day.
I want to grow up with those people again. I loved it the first time. I want seconds.
I want to have more movie nights.
I want to hear spare change again.
I want to get kicked out of the CY.
I want to play bad football.
I want to hear Sam shout "nobody cares" through a mega phone.
I want to look forward to Friday nights, usually in Jeni's talking, ordering chinese.
I want to play that village game with Sam being the narrator.
I want to walk home and have the chats with people.
I want to laugh about how bullshit that lads stories are.
I want to look around and be happy that I found these people.

I want to get more memories.