So it's late(what's new?) I'm sitting in my room, just after chugging back a big load of tea like I do. My room's being re-painted today, more red onto red and more white onto white.
I've been putting off this blog for quite a while. I'm not sure why, maybe it was because I didn't really want to face reality. Right now, I can only face a small segment of the wider picture. I was not even consciously aware of the wider picture until I had "The Chatz" with my main lad Jay.
I know you're the kinda girl that is nosy enough to read this and not tell me, So I'll write this for you. I have no idea what I did to deserve being ignored. I really have no idea if I'm even being ignored. Socially, I guess not. In the wider picture, I guess so. It's been months since we grew apart. People say we were close because I liked you. I have no problem admitting I did like you a little, but I seen you as near enough one of my best friends as well. After a while. we started to grow apart, conversation was not what it used to be. We both blamed it on something that really wouldn't have meant shit if we both tried a little harder. Then I started to genuinely miss you being there at night to talk to. Always being awake at 4am sucked a little less when you were about. Simple conversation was for the win with you. When someone misses someone else they don't talk to any more they always think "did you miss me like I did you?" but from the way you're acting now I guess you didn't. I wouldn't go so far as to fall out with you over it in person but it does bother me a fair bit. I tried to confront you about it, but you ignored it. If you realised I am talking about you, then say it to me. I would like your side to my story. Fuck You Very Much
Another quick thing, If you force sex upon a prostitute is it rape, or shoplifting? ^ ^
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