My life in lines.

I guess if you asked me where I am in life right now, I'd not have much to say, but here I'll try get as much out as I can.

College started this week. It's the same as it always is, pointless. I mean I love the people and the classes are not like retardedly boring. They are just few and far inbetween. Monday, I've got to be in for two hours. Tuesday, six hours. Thursday, two hours. THATS IT. It's annoying like. I like the time off, who wouldn't but when it comes to trying to get to be outside of college friends with people it's hard. I mean we all said we'd go out more this year. Which has already started happening. I've just no money.

I watched part of the DCU Iron Stomach competition on tuesday. It was probably one of the most disgusting thing's I've ever had the joy of a laying my eyes on. They had to drink 2ltrs of milk from a beer bong. They had to eat a full stick of butter and then they had to eat chilli sauce off the end of a tampon. I know the tampon isn't that bad. It's just what it symbolizes I guess.
I seen all this, then went to eat my dinner. I don't know how. I just had to eat as I skipped breakfast and wouldnt have a chance to eat for another 4-5 hours. It was definitely something worth seeing though.

A few people I know have started college this year, some in DCU, some in other colleges. I'm happy because most of these live far away. This at least gives me a chance to see them while they are going to or from college. It's working out pretty well so far.

A few people have been at me about staying lately. Even more so than usual. My excuse is that I'm broke. I'm paying for college myself. I was saving all summer, but some weeks I couldn't save what I needed to save, I'd either put in nothing, or just a little. Now, I'm short so much that I barely got bye even with the money I could borrow. I've to just re-pay what I did borrow. It's still a fairly significant amount. I'm going to try to get out, and spend as little as I can. Probably the best plan. It's getting to the point where I feel that I'm losing the closeness I had with some people because I can't see them or anything. The spare cash I do have is mostly used in going to and from college. It's a shit feeling alright.

Away from the complete downer that was the rest of this post, the bright side of life includes that I'm talking to some people that I've not spoken to in a very long time. It's nice because it feels like it's the same old you and it's the same old me. The conversations about old times, the "old days" as most call it. It's funny because they do feel old. I've got my birthday in a little over 3 weeks.

I'm going 21. TWENTY FUCKING ONE. Holy shit.. I really just want everyone to show up. Leave their arguments and misgivings at the door and have a good time. I need to plan more for it because as of right now, and the less than good relationship lately with my sister I've no idea what's going on. Aidan doesn't know What's up. -.-

Next thing on my mind, You. You will know who you are. I'm actually so ridiculously disgusted by you. It's not even funny. I hope I don't have to see you anytime in the near future to anytime in the far away future. If for some reason I will be made walk down the same street as you at the same time. I will probably just look at the ground. You don't deserve any better.

I don't have much else to say for now.