I find it retarded that I've been telling myself all week I'm not gonna get attached. I'm not gonna just let it happen because nothing ever becomes of it. I realised the other night that nothing will probably become of this because I just simply cannot compete.

I know I haven't done anything differently. It's simply just someone else has gotten your attention and you seem more than happy to give it to them. Sound for it babe.

I really wanted this to be a longer post. I just am not comfortable bitching this general subject anymore.