Been a while since I've posted something solid. Even though I've been bugged to. I really haven't found the time. I can't sleep. Not surprising at all really. I just have this person I'd like to call and talk to. She's asleep though. I don't want to wake her again just for a silly reason.
This weeks been stressful, I've no problem giving money to people around me when I have it. I just kinda had plans for it this week. I just can't say no I guess.
Starting my week really, back Saturday night. Work was annoyingly busy. I managed to get my stuff and go about 10.30. Seriously a grab and go while it got quiet. I was told my boss got pretty annoyed When It stayed busy after that. One of my favorite things to do these days is to cycle home. I do be walking around for ages so my legs are just full of this drive to get home. That night, I had sadly missed out on going to Fionnuala's for Cans and a bbq. I managed to get to eddys around 11.30. I had no idea what the plan was for the night. I don't know how it ended up. I started texting a girl before I got there. Her texts were running out. Goes, Call me later if you feel like talking. I'm usually shit to talk to on the phone, can hold water in my hand better than conversation on the phone most of the time. Funny how, I go and ring her after a while, I think I woke her up. I'm not sure. Funny, from then on I spent about 4 hours on the phone to her, while me and the lads played poker. The laughs were seriously had. Nothing like ending the night in bed with the two best lads, wondering when Eddy's going to sleep/twitch the fuck in bed and wake you the hell up.
Sunday was all about getting up, hitting town with jay. Then off to another stressful day in work, you know 4-11pm shift. I think I got home sometime around 12.30. Life just doesn't like to give me a social life anymore.
Monday, hey 9am start. I was the phone to this girl untill about 3. Great idea by me, must say. I managed to get up go college and then just sat through a lecture I had no idea what was going on because I hardly went to his class, I just went to the recording sessions. Winged them too. reflecting back (because thats practically all my course wants me to do) Because past is the future and all that. I should have gone, paid attention. and not slept after a weekends working. But sure, thats life aint it? Me and Dan hit the library, got loads of shit sorted, and by sorted I mean convinced others to go to the summer ball on Wednesday. The place that most of my classes social outtings are made in the library. Were cool like that.
Tuesday, I'm not going to lie. It's was all about getting an assignment done for Wednesday. Calling this girl for the chatz. Which has been happening on the regular at this point.
Wednesday. The feeling you get when you put an assignment into the undergraduates assignments box in the education schools box for assignments. The relief. I'm being so serious It's amazing. Then it was time to mill home and get ready. The Dcu Summer Ball. It was so good. I really enjoyed it. With my favorite people from college and having the hang outs. I got locked. I cut my thumb open. I got a taxi home with Amy and had a laugh. Came home, woke this girl up. Talked to her, she fell asleep while I was talking to her. Twice. Well, I ended up falling asleep three times. She wins I guess. I can't wait till the next ball, for serials.
Funny though. walking out of campus on Tuesday. I see a girl I haven't seen in ages, and by ages I mean it was just after my 17th birthday. I was wearing this hoody my sister bought me. on tuesday for the first time in years, I wore it out(It magically appeared in my room after my sister had just left my house) I wore it to college, I saw her. I was wearing blue jeans and this hoody. I'm like 99.9% sure this was exactly what I was wearing when I seen her last time. Well needless to say, this girls from a time of my life Where I shut people out, forget about them and act like it never happened. Gave her the quick nod and walked past her. This just makes me wonder about, how people change over time. I looked like I hadn't changed at all.
Also on this walk out of college, I seen a class of what I'd assume is 4th years out on the grass with a big tripod camera stand and a camera man taking a professional picture, I think Graduation Is crazy and scary. the idea is amazing. The idea of going through something for such a length of time with the same people who went through the same thing Is Amazing. They all had big genuine smiles. It was so happy.
I did on the bus, over hear two girls, talking. Retards of the highest order. I can understand if you don't think your lads going to be faithful so you keep your options open. I just heard two girls debate about picking the lad that will love her more, based on how much he shows his love with monetary value. Fuck you. Tit.
while finishing writing this, The suns come up. fuck that. Bed time. I think I can sleep now.
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