I'm feeling very destructive. Thanks very much. I really appreciate this. You come to me, I will help you every time. Whenever you need it. I don't break promises. No matter how much it hurts to bear them. I hold alot of value in someones word. If they break it, I won't hold them or their opinions in very high regard. I will not break my own unless I have no choice, and if I do you can be sure I will honestly make it up to you. You're lucky. Honest to god. Any other lad would have told you to fuck right off by now. So you dream about me. I dream about you. We don't speak about it. That's the nature of things right now. I don't see why, you feel the need to ruin my day. I'm not going to write what you had a dream about. It's too personal. You woke up crying. I didn't even know you could cry while you slept. I calmed you down like always, Then out of nowhere tonight, you ruined me. I just, I'm not a jealous lad. I rarely get jealous over anything. Girls who use jealousy to get back at lads, can well.. go fuck off with the lad there trying to make you jealous with. With you however, fill me with uncontrollable intentional jealousy to the point of one day, I swear this down right now. I will tear you down. I will destroy everything. I will break my word. I will become mute. I will lock you out., or I'll just leave. I have yet to think which would hurt you more.
We never said this would be easy and I would never want to do what I have just wrote, to you.
I know you don't read this anymore. I just need you to know,
I can fight too and we both know, I fight to win.
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