16.4.10

"This is for the record, history is written by the victor.
History is filled with liars.
If he lives and we die, his truth becomes written and ours is lost.
All you need to change the world, is one good lie and a river of blood.

The healthy human mind doesn't wake up thinking this is it's last day on earth,. I think thats a luxury, not a curse. To know you're close to the end is a kind of freedom.
It's a good time to take... inventory

Out gunned. Outnumbered. Out of our minds on a suicide mission, but the sand and rocks here are stained with a thousand years of warfare.
They will remember us. For this.
In all out vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves.
We go forward like a breath exhaled from the Earth.
With vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight.
We. Will. Kill him." - Price


I've been out a lot this week and a bit. Going to college, walking around. spending overdue time with my sister and going to town. I have also had my head buried in my xbox, doing thing's I have told myself I'd do for ages. I'm also trying to fix my sleeping pattern. It's a whole lot of work, for something that won't stay fixed for long. It's why I haven't written much lately. I usually write at about 3-4am. Ive been in bed by 1 most nights this week, or close enough to that.

Summer is officially here. I can't wait to be finished college, So I can relax and not do work. Go to work and do nothing, Then go get drunk a lot with people I love to get drunk with.

I've been given something ever so small to think about and yet something huge. I don't know if i'll ever have an answer.

I suppose I should tell you, I'm making the effort with you. You are not helping the situation bro.

I have work in an hour and a half, It's payday and I am quite happy. I no longer have to worry about some things. All I want to do is get stuff sorted for leeds and then just go with the flow.