Old friendships never die.

I had my doubts, But I believed somehow, If we all stuck together. We could change our fate.

I haven't kept this up to date really. Theres been alot going on. Stuff, I guess I'm just not alright with sharing so publicly, not because I don't want to. It's more because, I'm terribly afraid of posting anything that specifically involves someone else because they might not see the same story/situation as I do, therefore my version could be bias/wrong as could theirs. It's just easier not to do this.

Lately though, has had it's ups and it's downs. The downs are just downs. Everyone has them. Everyone deals with them. Everyone lives with them. We are human.
The Up's though have been so good. I guess one of the main points is that I've been going to fibbers again. Fibbers is a horrible place. It's a total dive. People there are usually complete cunts. It's summer though. People are up for going out. Everyones been going to fibbers again. Take Eddy's birthday, (Happy birthday bro, another good year down) 1st of July. We hit fibbers with the lads. It was Rosie's birthday too. (Happy birthday girl) She had people out, He had people out. I asked people to come out too. I had a lot people to talk to that night.
Rhy's you know, being the lad showed up with a fake Id and a pink holister T-shirt and white shoes, got told to fuck off by the bouncer. Hard luck son. Mike got in though, His first night out with the boys. I just said boys, not lads. meh, I'll roll with it. The night was also really about the fact that. It was like the old days.
Dublins small, When I was 14-16 The "Town on saturday/bankie kids" was a tiny group. So going out that night, I seen so many people that since we all kinda grew the fuck up and stopped hanging around in town. Two in particular were these girls I used to talk to a lot. I love catch up conversations. I've been putting in the effort to talk to them more now because, they are pretty cool and I'd like to have them in my life a bit more. People who drop out of your life for no reason suck. The ones that come back into and you talk like you had seen them just yesterday are great though. The night was a great laugh. Even Ais came up from portloaise and Steph came down from Belfast. We had the complete laughs. Then like, for some reason, Myself, Eddy, Jay, Mike, Ray, Rosie, Steph and Ais stayed in mine. Six of us staying in my room was a bad idea. I think only eddy got to sleep that night, I managed to get asleep around 10am. for an hour before I got back up as people were leaving. Amazing night.

Fibbers again tomorrow for the laughs with eddy. Might even get a few games of pool in with Colly too. It's so good.

College is back on my mind. I've got a psychology essay to repeat. I really don't wanna do this. I would love to have just passed. Sadly I didn't ugh.

It's funny. I was out the other night, watching Spain vs Germany with friends. That night really made me want to be out more. I miss people. That night made me see it. Not everyone was out but still. It was lovely. The chats and the laughs. It was like old times.

We met up the other day, It was nice. I love how we sit in starbucks and just talk for hours. We just click when we converse. It's nice.

This blog I guess, has come to a central theme of talking to people that I've fallen out of contact with.

I'm not sure if you've a problem with me talking about this. If you do. I'll take this down.
You called me last night. I had not heard from you in a long time, I tried to call, I tried to communicate. I got no reply. Out of the blue, you asked me to call, and I called. You explained yourself to me. I know you're going through the roughest time. I'm just happy you chose me to talk to, I'll always be here for you when you need me. That's what I want to be for you, I want to be your rock.

Last but not least.

Dear girl, What is this? tell me please.