Feeding the beast.

I kinda guess, I'm in fear of losing my job. Everything is my fault when something goes wrong.
I don't know why, I guess it's because I don't get on with everyone, like everyone else does. I get along with my boss though which is what counts. My assistant manage hasn't spoken to me in over a month. My boss is nice though, When I'm not losing him money by fucking something up. Even if it's not money, I lose "time" which is just as valuable in my job I guess.
I decided that I'd have to do something I never planned on doing. Talking people out of their money. I know very well that the only reason I have my job is because "I have a lovely phone voice" When I answer the phones and I've "great" customer interaction. I'm not being big headed, Or atleast trying not to be. It's just that's what I'm told by people and my boss. I decided I'd get back whatever I lose for my boss by selling to others. Preying on gluttony. I feel disgusting doing it. I guess I just value my job too much.

Over and out.