Saturday, March 27, 2010

26.3.10

I'm shit at texting these days. I can't seem to remember to look at my phone. Sorry for anyone who is getting annoyed at this.

Are people supposed to ignore the hurtful things friends say because you love them?
Everyone has faults, and if the fault is their opinion of you, then either you have brought the opinion on yourself or they managed to place it upon you for some wrong reason.

How can you change this opinion in the long term? As far as I would think, you cant confront them about it as they would either react badly, or just not let you see that they see you that way anymore. I have changed. I like to think I have, I'll act the part I always have, because It's plain Fake confidence. I'm king of my arena, or I used to be. Now, things have changed and I'm out of that Arena. I'm onto something different and to be quite honest. I get scared shitless.
I'm getting away from the point, How can you change the opinion of someone who's never there to see the difference?

I'm trying to work out a Fair bit more, Sit ups, Push ups. My bellys always been a monster. I just miss the clear outline of arm muscle :(

I started this post with something nagging at my mind. I don't know if hurt was your intention tonight, I know It does be sometimes when you are not the center of my attention. I tried to make you understand something the other night. I got the answers I wanted, to a reasonable extent. I'm happy for that. I guess I'm much easier to keep happy than you are. Your words don't fade from my mind as easy as yours do mine. GrĂ¡

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