200 posts in like a year a week. It's not too bad.
Why does this never work? I put so much effort into today. I tried to think of everything. I just wish things would work out. It's hard enough trying to make this more than a dream. You just seem non compliant sometimes. I want us to be more than just pixels, vowels and consonants, dial tones, vocal exchanges and generic goodbyes. I didn't mean to snap at you today. I just need you to understand my frustration. I wasn't mad at you. I was just mad because this was the only thing I had to look forward to this week and when it doesn't happen I realise I've nothing to look forward to for another 10 days. 10 days, 240 hours, 14.440 minutes, whatever you want to call it, It's all the same. Maybe I was mad at myself because I realised that if you're the only thing I look forward to then my life is kinda sad. Maybe it's just because of the stress of college and stuff is getting to me and so is court on thursday. I just wanted to talk to you. Take some comfort in your presence. I don't know. I'm sorry anyway babe.
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