I've always blamed something you did to me, on my own shot falling's. I guess everyone does in that particular situation. I was wrong, It is not my fault that this is wrong with me. It's been so long since it was right, I forget what It's like, to just be able to be best dressed to impress. I over think a a lot about it all. It's just not my fault this happened. It is however my fault it's still happening. I guess, this is an apologie for wasting time. Procrastination is the best way to spend your time. I feel you will soon find out that, you failed to succeed in something you didn't stand a chance with anyway. I think I'm doing others a favour when I do what I do. I guess I don't. I'm too well encased in pre-emptive guilt to let myself enjoy anything to do with what I enjoy. This is the very center of my life style. Yes the lifestyle thats met with such hatred and resentment by some those closest to me. Hey, what can you do? Live with who you are, do what makes you happy, Be what you are and just live life, proud, loud and memorable.
They say work will make you free, no it wont. It just fits into my lifestyle quite nicely.
"Welcome back to Delta" "End of the world baby, wouldn't wanna be anywhere else" If you could stand anywhere in the world, and watch the world end, where would it be? If you could watch civilization as we know it, corrode and cease to exist, then I'd think you're fucking lazy and should be doing something about it since for something to corrode it takes time. Honestly, call it a strange train of thought, I think the end of the world would be a beautiful thing. You'd never see more love in the entire world than at this time. Ever seen Armageddon? People crowding with others, being with the people they love. In the place they feel has the biggest value to them. like the house you grew up in. That park bench on that sunny day, where you met the girl you ended up spending your life with, the place that you hiked to in some mountain range that simply took your breath away. You never know, when life's faced with total extinction, everything changes.
Encouragement goes along way. You never know when, you might just say, hey I like the way you do this/that and then that person practices and becomes better. Thats all life is isnt it? more practice. People never grow up, they just learn how to act in public, then practice it.
Funny how in this day and age with social networking sites, phones, and instant messaging you can meet someone without really meeting them. I'm not talking about the sleazy, mails that say "hey bbz u alri?" and have shitty dull fucking pointless going nowhere kinda idiotic conversations. I don't sleep very much. It's long since gone by the days where everyone found it "cool to stay up all night" so I get very bored. You though, just stay up late. I've no idea why. You just do. I like that. someone told how she loved how I was always awake when she text me. I never thought about it that way before aha. Anyways back on track. I like the way you stay up late, We can have the chatz and ramble on and on. sound love yeah? :D
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