Tonight was my sisters birthday. I had a great time. Something about seeing her happy really makes me happy. I love it when people around me are happy, its one of the few genuine reasons I feel happy.
I was feeling tired and grumpy, You know when you get into one of them moods that just take your thoughts in directions you would rather steer clear of?
So got up and got off my lazy ass and took a toddle on home.
It was a cold and misty night. The kind I love to walk in. If it had not been so late I would have probably kept walking around for another few hours. Something about walking on your own, in that kind of weather with things on your mind that allows me to get to the bottom of what ever's on my mind.
Tonight was something or someone should I say that is always on my mind. I know you will read this but I want to make it clear, I'm not going for any kind of gratification.To say we are friends would be a rather large understatement. I don't know what makes us more than friends, just something does. We have had our fair share of tussles, come out with bumps and metaphorical bruises to varying degree's but even when the dust has settled, the words that hit with the bluntness of rock had faded away we always got back on our feet. I'll be the first to admit we say things we don't mean, they are said out of the moments tension and are filled with spite. I could hardly hold a finger against you, let alone a grudge or anything along them lines. Someday, I'll beat the ocean. Someday, I'll beat the odds. Someday, I'll beat anything that stands in the way of you and I.
i love you, aidan. <3
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