The truth is, It's all about you.

How dare you stop me from dreaming?

Some day I thought maybe that if I won, then you'd never have to leave because I'd go with you. We could live just over the rainbow..

I guess you know you're gonna pierce the veil of something horrible when you go from hands down to let it go.

You don't even know it exists.

I have one question, It's been on my mind so much the last few days. Just a Yes or No, It's all I want as the answer. I just can't make my mind up about it. It could change everything for the better, or worse. I just don't know.

I don't wanna sound selfish. I just for once would fucking love for SOMETHING between us to be about me. It's the same fucking story every time. Sick of it. I remembered why I'm sick of you.

That moment when you do something you regret. -.-

New rule, never open a Free C&C link in the week you need to do college work. -.-

I miss staying up all night, talking about silly things. I miss us. I hate when your with someone. I just feel like your not yourself when you've got someone, am I silly?

I guess I'm looking for what you can't give me. I'm starting to realise.

I kinda just hate the way I have to ask every time. Ask me for once.

I hate the way you lose contact with people. Yeah you don't text them every night but you'd still like to talk to them sometimes. I just would like to catch up with some people, but how can you do that if they give your 1 word answers, or hardly reply at all. It's very frustrating.

The short list.

I hate you Riot, all you ever do is screw me over once I'm happy with what I've got.

Swain you're next.

List of things I'm going to watch soon:

Star wars I

Star wars II

Star wars III

Star wars IV

Star wars V

Star wars VI

Lord of the Rings - The Fellowship of the Ring.

Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers

Lord of the Rings - The Return of the king.

Ghost in the shell: Stand alone complex.

D. Grayman.

Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

Stargate Sg1 Series 1-9

Tron: 2.0

Troy

Role-models

I-Robot

Transformers 1+2.

I really want to ask you a question. I know I probably shouldn't so I've been holding off. It's just been getting harder to keep myself contained. It's harder at night because I just sort of miss you. I'm just being silly again I guess.

I love when you hear a song and it's perfect.

Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Let down

I hate when your looking forward to something and it just doesn't happen. Cheers.

I find myself lying and lying more just to get by. I hate this.I really don't like lying to you.

You took me high

you took me low

You took my soul with the lies you told.

It's time to be alone.

I'm hoping the lights will guide me home.

The more I gave, the more you take

Now I'm gonna be gone before you wake.

I guess what I'm asking myself is. Why do we do this? I mean I know I always start the game as a joke, but you know how to get me to keep playing. I mean, you know the exact words to get me until I see it as an obsession, something to break. I will break it. I will win. I always do win. I always feel like such a douche for it. You've no idea how much it kills me after.

I really want a tattoo. I hate not knowing what I wanna get. I can never make up my mind -.-

It's been a while.

I kinda guess I'm breaking the rules. I mean, I would be if things were different. I just don't think it would help anyone right now so somethings are best left until they are ready. Sorry Bright Eyes :/

I had this dream the other night. It was one of them ones where you wake up and could swear it was real. The people in it were just too funny. Some people I had not even thought about in ages. Then again more recent faces. I love dreams and thinking about them after.

I'm planning so much for the next few months.

XfactorX

A Day to Remember/ Jessi's party.

Holland to see friends.

Go Slam dunk '11. Set your goals and Less than Jake :D

See the polish lad when he finally gets his ass over here.

I'm just excited you know?

It's been a while.