State of affairs.

I don't know exactly what to write here anymore. I'm very indecisive. I've become very hesitant. I've put myself out there a few times, under the guise of trying to change what I'm like. People say you'll never get anywhere hiding away. I try, and it doesn't work. I hate this.

I'm not gonna lie. I'm feeling very sorry for myself the last few days.

All I hear are things that people, are saying to cheer me up. In the end just bring me down and make me think more about it.

I love this song. People will not get the video as they have not seen the series but yeah :D